Some July 29th, I did not think that my life would topple over. That day, I met the love of my life; the flame of my candle. I had never seen so many stars in a sky, ever seen an angel going down in real life. I have continuously the picture of this angel without wings in my head.. Oh yes, this angel, it is a diamond. I would give everything for this diamond.. If only I could grip him in my arms till the end of my days.. If only his lips was mine into the future. If only I could die to prove him that I love him... He illuminated my life, he has me come back to life. He was always there for me. I have never had so much feelings as a person and I will never have it so much as anybody else. It is for him that my heart beats as extremely as the big case of a drum. My heart does not cease crying, of tears which nobody can stop. It is impossible to me to forget, to give up thinking of the time when I had smile. My life comes down to Nothing. I have no hope. I would like to leave everything, now.. I would like to stop the time, to smell nothing more.
However I am there, I have no choice. It is impossible to me to leave people and who, THEM, which will never make me what you made me ...
LOVE LOVE , I WANT YOUR LOVE
Please, make me a washing of brain, I want to forget memories of YOU.
Cause I'm still waiting for you, I will never have you again. Leave me, leave me, I just want to DIE.
KILL ME AGAIN.
But i just can't be with you like this anymore.
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